No one will give Kamariah Ali a job, relatives and one-time friends shun her, and much of her time is spent in the law courts - all because she no longer wants to be a Muslim.
"People look down on me because I renounced Islam. But people don't understand. Actually, religion belongs to God and you can access God in any way, not necessarily through Islam," says the soft-spoken 54-year-old.
Seven years ago, Kamariah publicly renounced Islam after being continually prosecuted and jailed by religious authorities in Kelantan who accused her of deviating from the faith.